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miscellanium2022 note: this fic did not receive art due to mishandling of the challenge by the mods, but please enjoy the story anyway. i put a lot of work into it.
Title: millstone
Author: miscellanium
Characters: Sawatari Shingo, Ootomo, Kakimoto, Yamabe, Sakaki Yuuya, Akaba Reiji, Hiiragi Yuzu, Gongenzaka Noboru, others
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: ~12540
Warnings: Depictions of severe self-esteem issues, a couple very brief allusions to transphobia, implied sexual coercion, implied use of sex as self harm
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ygobigbang. Thanks to celestos for betaing this, thanks to pendulumscale for providing feedback on early drafts.
Summary: a story of a boy who loved too much and the boy who loved him too well. (or: two boys, four friends, and a constellation of desires.)
starts pre-series and ends post-series. ootomo realizes he loves sawatari shingo, but seeing the way sakaki yuuya makes sawatari light up has him asking himself: what is the best thing he can do for his friend? should he confess his feelings or swallow them for the sake of other people's happiness? don't worry, it's not a sad ending.
ao3 link
( sawatari may not have the words for how he feels about ootomo but the warmth of his hands speaks volumes. )
Title: millstone
Author: miscellanium
Characters: Sawatari Shingo, Ootomo, Kakimoto, Yamabe, Sakaki Yuuya, Akaba Reiji, Hiiragi Yuzu, Gongenzaka Noboru, others
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: ~12540
Warnings: Depictions of severe self-esteem issues, a couple very brief allusions to transphobia, implied sexual coercion, implied use of sex as self harm
A/N: For
ygobigbang. Thanks to celestos for betaing this, thanks to pendulumscale for providing feedback on early drafts.Summary: a story of a boy who loved too much and the boy who loved him too well. (or: two boys, four friends, and a constellation of desires.)
starts pre-series and ends post-series. ootomo realizes he loves sawatari shingo, but seeing the way sakaki yuuya makes sawatari light up has him asking himself: what is the best thing he can do for his friend? should he confess his feelings or swallow them for the sake of other people's happiness? don't worry, it's not a sad ending.
ao3 link
( sawatari may not have the words for how he feels about ootomo but the warmth of his hands speaks volumes. )
