miscellanium: a young ringo starr grimacing and holding up a sign that reads "I CARN'T SPEL" (ringo | WRITING IS HARD)
[personal profile] miscellanium
originally written for [community profile] artcade 2022, revised and republished in 2026. uses [personal profile] pendulumscale's oc avery. also on ao3.

title: necroposting
rating: R-15/mature
word count: ~1370
warnings: implied necrophilia, goofy black magic, internet forums
preview: "Please stop talking to me about penis."

( Didn’t you say you’d done this before? )

tribute

Aug. 16th, 2026 04:00 pm
miscellanium: manga panel showing shingo on a big screen, talking into a earpiece, while akaba watches silently from his computer center (arc v | don't you know)
[personal profile] miscellanium
also on ao3. rewatching arc-v has been very inspiring. i love shingo and i love putting him through the wringer in ways that are sexy to me. shun is the show's designated whump boy. shungo suffering was inevitable.

beta read by [personal profile] thoudostsmile (fandom-blind). thank you so, so much.

title: tribute
rating: NC-17/explicit
word count: ~5900
warnings: extremely dubious consent, forced exhibitionism+voyeurism
preview: Sawatari had heard those words before, often before one of his rewards. The thought made him queasy. He'd never turn down Akaba's seals of approval, the bruises strung across his shoulder blades, but now? Why was everyone else here?

[set during episodes 52 and 53. before the lancers can go to synchro, akaba reiji has a test of loyalty for shingo and shun.]


( The crowd streamed out of the stadium confused but determined. )
miscellanium: colored close-up of a hellsing manga panel showing alexander anderson crossing his bayonets in front of his face, which is in shadow except for light reflecting off his glasses (hellsing | night raid)
[personal profile] miscellanium
written for muzzleflash last year. anderson is such a fun character to fuck with >:3 posted to ao3, and fic is below if you would rather read it on dreamwidth.

title: maybe everything that dies someday comes back
rating: R/mature
word count: ~1400
warnings: canon-typical violence, gun kink
preview: "On your knees." When Anderson didn't move Makube exhaled through his nose, whether in amusement or annoyance it was impossible to tell. "We need to simulate what could happen if you lose."

[makube is responsible for iscariot's regenerators. that responsibility involves regular testing. anderson doesn't like the tests but he will do as he is told.]


( The room was tiled white on every surface, stark overhead lights reflected back and forth with pinpoint bursts that left drifting afterimages in Anderson's vision. )
miscellanium: shingo sawatari looking smug with eyes closed; from the maiami championship duel vs yuuya (arc v | give me all good things)
[personal profile] miscellanium
i originally assembled this in 2016 or 2017 and got permission from ropponging on twitter (rip) to use their fanart as the cover on 8tracks (2x rip). re-sharing the mix here because i'm still proud of it and it's full of bangers. the only song on here that isn't from my personal library is track 13 - at the time it was recommended to me as a shingo song and i couldn't disagree.

one of the things that fascinates me most about shingo's character is the tension between the cool&self-confident image he tries to project (fake it 'til you make it) and his desperate need for attention&validation. whether it's something npd-adjacent or he's attention-sexual or something else, it doesn't matter. one thing that does matter is how yuuya sees him and understands him in a way nobody else does. i love dartshipping and i love you, sawatari shingo.

vibrant fanart of sawatari shingo with the text "MAGNIFIQUE" near his head
[DOWNLOAD LINK]

( tracklist )
miscellanium: a young ringo starr grimacing and holding up a sign that reads "I CARN'T SPEL" (ringo | WRITING IS HARD)
[personal profile] miscellanium
hello! if you haven't signed up for exchanges through ao3 before, here's a quick and dirty guide. please don't hesitate to ask questions.

remember, the FAQ and rules for this exchange can be found
here.

( example screenshots behind the cut )
miscellanium: ringo starr lounging on a couch, circa 1970s (ringo | the weight of the world)
[personal profile] miscellanium
my website has way too much information about maurice montgomery (i really should pare some of that down) so i haven't felt it necessary to reproduce info about him here on dreamwidth, but this newest oc is still a conceptual baby so he gets a post all to himself. some of this is copypasted from discord. content warnings for sexual harassment/assault and alcoholism.

a couple visual references:
1, 2, 3. the hair in ref 3 is too fluffy - it should be more like ringo in ref 2. still debating whether he has facial hair other than sideburns. hamish linklater (actor in the first reference) is an acceptable face claim if you need one, though the actor is definitely too tall lol.

basic outline:
american, from california probably or colorado, lay leader at a reform or reconstructionist congregation in the 1970s/80s, accused of sexual harassment. rabbi took pity on him because he was estranged from family and gave him a recommendation for placement in italy - he had distant relatives in the south there (neofiti). got started at a social center for drug addicts that was not officially affiliated with the catholic church but had connections - shared building spaces, priests would lead services for the people they were helping, etc. he'd do music therapy, teaching people how to play basic stuff. his personal instrument of choice is the saxophone but he's not especially talented with it. competent, nothing more.

the center came under financial pressure and entered into an agreement with one of the vatican secret sections (iscariot the order of st michael) to allow them to recruit members in exchange for funding. this agreement made it easier for dan to treat his clients however he liked since the order was more than happy to look the other way as long as he occasionally sent people to them.

after the kjv guard attack on the vatican at the end of 1999*, the order was forced to stop funding the social center and dan was effectively laid off when the center decided to cut music therapy from their programming and he didn't want to provide any other services with them. he had enough money saved up to just drive around, hoping to make a career as a traveling musician. he was able to earn a little bit but not enough to make a name for himself. dies in a drunken one-car accident while driving the amalfi coast.

( some elaboration )
miscellanium: simple text icon that reads "i wrote this fic for me but y'all can read it if you want" (literary self-indulgence)
[personal profile] miscellanium
i had a great time writing for [community profile] kidscomefirst, both my assigned piece and the pinch hit i picked up. the mod did a good job running it, imo, given the sensitivity of the premise; it doesn't surprise me there was difficulty with matching people up but i really appreciated how determined the mod was to make sure nobody walked away empty-handed. still, i'm glad i threw at least one popular fandom in my signup to make matching me easier! idk if it'll happen again next year but i'd be happy to participate if it does.

my assignment was for zabuza/haku from naruto and when i saw the recipient liked emeto i knew i had to do something with that - it's a rare enough fetish but combined with underage? us weirdos gotta look out for each other.

Title: reforged
Rating: unrated
Word Count: ~1000
Warnings: choose not to warn (see a/n)
Preview: This wasn’t the first time Zabuza had held Haku like this and it wouldn’t be the last.
A/N: it's unrated but there's no sex, just erotic "i am helping you vomit because you got poisoned" with them taking turns as the victim and with a lot of repressed desire woven throughout. for something i wrote that mostly relied on wiki pages and my vague memories of their Vibes from when i watched the sub as a 14yo i think it turned out really nicely. the recipient seemed to think so too ^^

my pinch hit was for someone who was open to original characters, and one of their prompts was "Reluctant priest/Cute altar boy with a crush on him" so that was the easiest for me to do since what is maurice but a reluctant priest? i've kicked around an omegaverse version of maurice around before but because that version of him is a closeted omega and the recipient didn't want the younger character to be too dominant, i had to get a little creative. i ended up borrowing herbert west from re-animator and scrubbing his serial numbers, lol, so i could have someone who'd be snotty and aggressive enough to rile up maurice but still be easy to push around when it matters (like hill and west in the film).

Rating: NC-17/explicit
Word Count: ~2000
Warnings: internalized omegaphobia, dubcon, sexual violence, coming in pants/premature ejaculation, vaginal fisting, implied impregnation
Preview: Maurice wasn't sure what to think of the new altar boy. He was such a young little thing, barely on the other side of his 14th birthday and already fixated on death.
A/N: the title is taken from herbert's bertram's dialogue. this ended up being half worldbuilding and half porn, which feels like a pretty good balance to me. the recipient seemed thrilled that i went with a cat-style omegaverse rather than the more common canine approach and i'm glad, since cat!omegaverse is way more fun to me conceptually even though i do like knots.

my gift was hunter x hunter fanart - hisogon, natch, and it's soooo cute with just the right amount of ero. you can check it out here! (and now that authors have been revealed i see that the person i pinch hit for was the same one who picked up my request as a pinch hit, lol, bless them.)
miscellanium: still of hamish linklater as father paul in midnight mass. a moodily-lit scene of him facing the grille in a confessional. (midnight mass | for i am going to sin)
[personal profile] miscellanium
i'll collect fills in this post. some will probably be cross-fills for the untranslatable words bingo. deadline to complete this card is september 30 so wish me luck!




 FIRST FILL! for the rituals square, initiation (on ao3) 
miscellanium: enrico maxwell from the hellsing manga, looking calm and rather condescending (hellsing | and blood will run)
[personal profile] miscellanium
it looks like the last post on here was in 2017 - i went on a long hiatus but started really writing again in 2021. my focus has mostly been on hellsing, though i'm getting back into writing for ygo as well ([community profile] sakuraexchange here i come).

i've also been working on original fiction again and enjoying it a lot! check out [personal profile] knifeorchid's Like It Or Not zine and my piece in it, "you'll see him again".

selected fanfiction highlights from 2021:

- love is as strong as death, jealousy as cruel as the grave

the coals thereof are coals of fire, which hath a most vehement flame. (song of songs 8:6)

the evolution of enrico maxwell's relationship with alexander anderson and the many ways they do not understand each other.

a series on ao3 with a variety of ratings for individual works; loosely set in the same timeline and arranged in rough chronological order, but can be read however you like.


- ecclesiastes 5:2

written as part of tempural/skumsuck's artcade exchange. this trade with another participant was the early stages of my rescuing an extremely underwritten canon character and transforming him into my OC.

rated explicit, and mind the tags - graphic violence, homophobic slurs, gory sex.... ever wondered what it'd be like to combine vivisection and masturbation? here you go

millstone

Aug. 28th, 2017 07:47 pm
miscellanium: shingo sawatari looking pleased with himself during the maiami championship duel vs yuuya (arc v | rock your body right)
[personal profile] miscellanium
2022 note: this fic did not receive art due to mishandling of the challenge by the mods, but please enjoy the story anyway. i put a lot of work into it.

Title: millstone
Author: miscellanium
Characters: Sawatari Shingo, Ootomo, Kakimoto, Yamabe, Sakaki Yuuya, Akaba Reiji, Hiiragi Yuzu, Gongenzaka Noboru, others
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: ~12540
Warnings: Depictions of severe self-esteem issues, a couple very brief allusions to transphobia, implied sexual coercion, implied use of sex as self harm
A/N: For [community profile] ygobigbang. Thanks to [personal profile] celestos for betaing this, thanks to [personal profile] pendulumscale for providing feedback on early drafts.
Summary: a story of a boy who loved too much and the boy who loved him too well. (or: two boys, four friends, and a constellation of desires.)

starts pre-series and ends post-series. ootomo realizes he loves sawatari shingo, but seeing the way sakaki yuuya makes sawatari light up has him asking himself: what is the best thing he can do for his friend? should he confess his feelings or swallow them for the sake of other people's happiness? don't worry, it's not a sad ending.

ao3 link




( sawatari may not have the words for how he feels about ootomo but the warmth of his hands speaks volumes. )
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